Loser

Before I begin, I have to share the progress or lack there of pertaining to Nicholas' project. (This totally falls into the loser category)Oh wait, I think they call this, "FAIL"




If you can't tell if there is a difference or not, let me help. THERE ISN'T ANY DIFFERENCE IN ALL THIS TIME.



I have to apologize for my extended absence. It has been more than a month since my last blog, but I do have a really good excuse, honest.

Depression is a %#@*!. I have been depressed since returning from the United States. My son decided to stay in the US, which I am totally fine with. I just miss Drew so much more than I thought I would. When your younger with children, you start counting down the years until you and your spouse are finally all alone. I pictured an older, whiter, chubbier couple swinging on the porch or taking short walks together. I thought about an empty nest and the pictures in my head did not contain one ounce of depression. I didn't take loneliness into consideration.

I am shaking it off slowly. I just can't be bothered with anything else depressing right now. I have decided to be a little selfish. I am making another trip to the US in a few days to see my son. Fortunately for me, I get to stay with a really good friend (Nancy) in Florida. She and I have a lot of catching up to do. I even have a plan for fitness whilst I am there. I am going to start running again in the mornings and swim in the afternoons. I have school work during the day, so I will be keeping myself busy.

I will try to keep you posted whilst I am away but if I don't blog from the U.S, I will get you all caught up (should you still be following this inactive blog haha)when I return.